Edesonism

Stupid

2010-04-16T06:02:00.002+08:00

I realized how stupid I was.

No more next time, edeson.

Woman is the source of all problems, stay away from em.

Fushigi Yuugi

2010-04-11T16:57:00.002+08:00

Fushigi Yuugi is a good anime imo.

Although it is quite a shoujo anime but hey, there's those fairytale kinda love shyt in it that reality won't happen, so what's so bad abt it.

Fairytale nv happens in real world anyway.

Managed to finish season 1 and now is at start of Season 2.

EP27 made me cry, I just hate to see ppl dying kinda stuff, remind me of many shyts.

Inside got some characters that got my attention thou.

Hotohori is the real man. He knew Miaka only have her heart for tamahome and yet he still do many things for her without asking for any return. Too saint already, respect can. He knew she is never his yet still can 付出. Too qiang, aku zuo bu dao.

Miaka is feng. Resembles you, lol how funny life can be.

Tasuki. Love his line "This always happens when I get mixed up with girls, that's why I hate em."

THAT'S EXACTLY THE FEELING I HAVE FOR LIKE SO MANY YEARS, and think that line is the best way to express the feeling.

Good, shall hate girls more. I'm wondering am I even attractive to gays or not LOL. FML.

Things that can make me happy now : Unizou & ORD/Poly. Ray now MIA thou, no 1 to Unizou :(

I shall just go out and maybe damage guitar/drum/ddr machine for abit, need to fa xie since im crazy. hoho. FML.

Aku's horo opinion on girls

2010-03-01T00:13:00.005+08:00

Aku's horo opinion on girls.

Aku finds that.

Aries fierce, stubborn.
Taurus always bully Gemini.
Gemini can communicate with me intellectually. Mind to Mind. I like.
Cancer is nua, cancel.
Leo certainly have that ego and no idea liao
Virgo No idea.
Libra looks cant attract me and I duno why.
Scorpio is the best gf to get. Really, sweet creature.
Sagittarius horny LOL :x
Capricorn Forgot hmm.
Aquarius don't exist in my female frns
Pisces are nice but 0% connection with me.

So aku is waiting for

Gemini (I love the mind connection)
Leo (No harm trying)
Libra (Best compatibility? Let me try out then)
Scorpio (Top in waiting list, Best gf!)
Sagittarius (Not becuz they horny la, but some say compatible?)
Aquarius (Try try)

So the rest. kthxbyekickban. :O

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I will clean my stuffs.
I will clean my stuffs.
I will clean my stuffs.
I will clean my stuffs.
I will clean my stuffs.

Hopefully I will do it tomorrow.

or soon? :x

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Edit your blog layout Mr Edeson.

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No time to play games on my PS2 and DS and PSP cuz im busy with my phat body.

Im sick of DDR but I have to play it to maintain my body.

Sucks.

Update?

2010-02-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

DDR Weekly Edit Accomplishment.

Till the lonely's gone 985,520 13 Great FC AA.

Like what I told Ray, sure can AAA 1.

DDR-KOJI Edit Data.

A Geisha's Dream 995,680 4 Great FC AAA.

4 Greats at dumb parts, tsk, arbo PFC liao.

DDR Original Double Play.

NGO Challenge 923,210 63 Great 1 Boo A.

Sure FC-able and AA-able.

DMV3.

Timepiece Phase II Ext 45x Combo S.

Edeson likes this.

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I wanna be known as a IIDX player rather than DDR. DDR is kan tiring :( Old liao, tired!

Most inntested in IIDX la, but so complex game tsk.

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I want a nice girl to sayang me >.<

CNY

2010-02-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

- S Timepiece phase II on DMV3.

-Lose around $60 on gambling.

Tsk.

HRA

2010-02-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hyper Random Post.

Nothing about GuitarFreaks thou, just being......hyper random :D

- I LOVE YOONA!

- Yoona nv fail to make me smile xD

- Dragon ball is epic pls. Super hot-blood. DragonBall Kai ftw.

- My ddr is noob, it has been 1 yr since top ranker and im still the same lol, Stuck forever :D

- I bought a fugly BLUE ipod nano 5thgen 16GB! Left pink and orange =/

- Oh yes I bought it at $288. My 1st Ipod nano is 1GB and cost $4xx WTFUGZ.

- I need to gym and reduce running. My body is damn small size now and head is too big wtfbbq. Im sirius.

- Any girl wana let me pian and go out on V day? :D

- I love yoona xD

BMI

2010-01-31T20:39:00.002+08:00

My BMI = 19.6

Underweight - from 16.5 to 18.4
Normal - from 18.5 to 24.9
Overweight - from 25 to 30

I'm close to underweight!

Cool :D

Random JP Bemani day

2010-01-31T19:09:00.004+08:00

Today went JP.

PFC Faint ESP on Extra. <-- It was damn difficult for me to pfc in the past and I duno why.

1 take Max300 SMMM EDP 13g FC on Encore

Aku 1 whole day touch about 6 credits of ddr, it seems like xmm from all over singapore come to jp and ddr. Got sec sch nvm but all majiam pri sch, sen.

So, aku went to play V3 and Bishi Bashi.

1 Credit clear Bishi bashi alone for the 3rd time! It's much easier playing with frns, cuz they can tank you :x

DMV3 was training on fucking danm gay 万華鏡 Ext.

That fiaking song eats up HALF of my life during my QUEST RANK 9 認定試験 and thus made aku cant pass :(

Damn. Gay. Song.

train train train from A until S but become A once mind blank.

Damn. Gay. Song.

But on last stage before aku go home, aku got a S with 3% good (jeez, damn it lol) 3poor and 3 miss.

Hope on V6 can 3 poor 3 miss then wun cut so much life.

And primal soul is damn gay too. Argh.

How come QUEST RANK 10 認定試験 looks easier? Tsk.

Anyway, goodbye my 57.5 Kg, now Im 56KG! 1 more KG to get back to my pre-NS weight! But im still fat :/

Hate tummy fat :(

Time for DS! Chrono Trigger here I come!

Help me chooooooose?

2010-01-25T03:32:00.001+08:00

I just bought Nike 5.0 and didn't really like it. So...

Help me make a choice.

Buy Nike 7.0

OR

Spend more and buy PNM ASC.

O_O

SUPER SAMURAI - jun

2010-01-18T17:57:00.001+08:00

I'm a samurai coming to NYC
I'm a samurai coming to NYC
I'm a samurai coming to NYC
To NYC, to NYC!

I'm a samurai coming to New York, you're caught
In the way of the warlord, lookin' for my sport
The swords get drawn
Our enemies are warned
And bodies will fall when a new day dawns!

I'm a samurai coming to NYC
To NYC, to NYC!

You paid the price
You won't survive
Let my sword slice and dice
And deal death precise when I
Rise up the shadows for heavy battles
Let my foes run and hide
On the streets of the Big Apple

Explosive attack
100-hand slap
I crack skulls on katana impact
Back for revenge, I'm sent to cause mayhem
Nobody's friend, I tend to leave dead men
(You're Out!)

I'm a samurai coming to NYC
I'm a samurai coming to NYC
I'm a samurai coming to NYC
To NYC, to NYC!

Edeson lose.

2010-01-07T01:01:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I lose already. I'm the sucker, the loser of this game called love ok?

Im suffering.

Im thinking of you so much despite I hate you.

Everything seems to have a link with you.

Every links made me thinks of the past, our long gone past.

Every thought of you tears my heart so fiercely I can't breathe.

My heart always ache at every though of you.

It get so fucking suan. Damn suan.

Everytime I get alone I will think of you.

Why. Why does this happen EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY.

I don't want to think of you anymore.

But I'm still doing that.

I'm so tired already. Please leave me alone.

Get out of my mind please? Please? I beg you?

I lose, you win. You win the game. Im the loser. You're the winner. Happy?

It's damn disturbing to have those depress thoughts again. Fuck.

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I'm wondering why am I still waiting and hoping for that little tiny spark of hope.

Where's the girl who won't leave me alone ever again?...

Karma.

Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy. R.I.P The Rev.

2009-12-31T06:54:00.001+08:00

GO!

I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid I’m stuck in my ways, and that’s the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to out weigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I’m not – not insane

(Mother)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it all)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart from the things I’ve done to you
It’s hard to face, but the fact remains that this is nothing new
I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(Mother)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it all)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You'll learn your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(But first you'll fall)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Now that I’ve lost you it kills me to say (Hurts to say)
I try to hold on as you slowly slip away
I’m losing the fight, I treated you so wrong
Now let me make it right (Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(Mother)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it all)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You've learnt your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(But still you fall)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Mentally tired.

2009-12-22T20:42:00.003+08:00

I don't know what am I feeling so tired.

Not physically but mentally shag.

Have been sleeping well and eating like normal, but mind is....tired.

I don't know, maybe it's a good thing that the world is ending and many people are gona die.

I believe mankind brought upon this to themselves.

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Adult can't be trusted, in fact, no one can be trusted.

Love is a lie. A big big candy coated lie. It's core is made up of nothing but emptiness.

The world out there is filled with people who want to harm you. People just like to hurt another. They can even kill another human being just like nothing.

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It's a good thing that everybody is dying. Hope that 2012 will turn out to be true.

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Solution? Trust no one but yourself. Being alone. Isolate yourself, be a hikikomori, enclose yourself to your own safe zone. Only trust your games, being an Otaku and avoid giving trouble to anyone. I'm working hard towards this now. In fact im getting close to solitary.

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Who knows I'll just accidentally look into an ah bengs' eyes and get beaten up.
Who knows some maniac out there will kill for money when im heading home late at night.
Who knows some fucked up drunkard will drink and drive and bang onto me.

Nobody knows. This world is filled with fucked up uncertainties which will really get you fucked.

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I'hv seen too much. Heard too much. Experience too much. Know too much.

People can change so much and out no nowhere use crude language and hand signs on you when you never expected it.

People can go behind their bf/gf's back and do things that are not acceptable. EVEN THEY KNOW IT.

People can do anything for money.

People can treat gf/bf so badly and yet the victim still love them so much.

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Edeson is hopeless. No depression pills can save him.

'Utilizes fantasy as a form of escapism and to interrupt painful thoughts'

I think the line above just described me totally. lol. Fucked.

Twitter

2009-12-11T06:43:00.001+08:00

shld get it when im free like real soon.

so I can twit things like...

OMG MIYAKE IS SO <3

xD

Holy fuck, im dead

2009-12-10T23:55:00.003+08:00

God damn it.

I think I lost interest in girls already.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I wun become gay la, ray and kenneth no worries LOL

But... totally think that girls nowadays are hopeless =x

nvm... at least Im happy with whatever I have for now!

Money wise, the more of cuz better lurh, hoho.

Body wise, start to have a low carb diet + xiong ddr edits to jian fei heh, aiming 55kg :D

Love wise, lost interest already, girls are good for only look look nia, really.

Work wise, KNN now department no IC and 2IC. Aku today worked like SAI. WORKED WHOLE DAY. FIRST TIME LA. Damn la, I want more time to play monopoly card D: (its seriously a damn gd card game)

Alrite edeson, now just remember to buy ur new specs, daily contactlens, glove/stick grip(see which is better), long sleeve shirt......wtf I think I can list out everything and use more than 1 hr. Slowly buy ba edeson, by 2012 I think ....damn still cnt buy finish. Fug la, dying in 3 yrs time. HOW? Maybe I shld be complicated and mix around with bad girls tsk.

As if I will.

Time to sleep~ :D

What is seriously wrong

2009-12-10T18:43:00.001+08:00

People are getting so fucked up nowadays.

So many people are fucked up, WHY?

Annoying assholes.

=/

2nd day of leave

2009-11-24T14:42:00.002+08:00

Stuck at home lol.

Ytd went jogging but my leg fails me, I guess too long no jog le ba, got stamina but body can't take it =/

I like what May'n says in her blog, There's no border in music =)

Dannychoo's site got few pics with the jap artist/dancers/cosplayer/wadeva eat our local food.

There's 1 pic where the super yandao cosplayer kaname hold his nose and taking a pic of the durian with his hp cam lol. What's funny is that there are SPOONS for the durian, ahaha.

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Downloaded Super Robot Wars Alpha Gaiden TRANSLATED for psp. But it seems that my PSP phat Batt got some problem and will keep auto shut off every 2-3 mins, gotta get a new batt but it cost like $80+ each la. WHY EVERYTHING JIANG QIAN??

D:

Gotta get a 4th gen ipod too, 1gb hear sai sia, My IIDX songs are on its way and I can't make space on my ipod la, argh.

Anime Festival Asia 2009

2009-11-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

Day one.

-Went alone
-Saw Sheng Tat
-Que up for around 1 hr and bought my two day ticket at $25 and Ray's Sun ticket for $15.
-Walk around and bought three Rebuild of Evangelion T-shirts and that cost me $137.70.
-Want 'I Love Anisong' Black tee with artist's name but out of stock, restock on sun.
-Left Suntec because I have no ticket to go for the Concert which have Ichirou Mizuki back again in SG.

Day two.
-Met ray for breakfast at MAC
-Reach Suntec at 9.30am, the opening Hr is 10am.
-There's long que again, luckily we have our tix already.
-Jitao chiong for the shirt that I wanted, tada! $45 gone.
-Walk around explore and take help ray take pics of cosplayers
-Saw Shang Ming and heard that Sheng Tat is coming too.
-Maid's Cafe. Spent $15 on a set dessert, Red Bean Green Tea cake and Tea.
-All maid are sgrean, abit sianed.
-Some maid are damn cute though, still thinking of em <3
-Thought dirty when Ray/Steven's friend (yeah, a maid in AFA) asked me how many packets of milk for my tea. I said two and I think dirty. Ah.. bad edeson.
-Had a picture with her and ray tgt, a free pic for each table, not bad eh. I should have spent $5 to take with the chiooo girl la, TSK. (Hmm, I think girls. I culd have spent ard $20 LOL)
-Realised I typed many crap but I shall continue.
-Actually nth much anymore...Ah, I finally took a pic with a cosplayer.
-Oh yeah, there were hella kawaii girls. Buey ta han can lol.
-Kaname. Kanabe. Kaninabe la, wadeva his name. Some jap cosplayer that's damn shuai and damn good look so Cloud Strife. OTL.
-The K-on voice actress all wear pink and are so omgish kawaii.
-Manage to persuade ray to lend me $45 AHAHA.
-I bought Ichirou Mizuki's Towel and that comes with a sticker and a post card with his Sig using money mentioned above.
-So tempted to buy another evangelion t-shirt but really broke so... =(
-Was told that there's free viewing area for the concert. I WANA CRY CAN, I MISSED ANIKI'S PERFORMANCE ARGHHH I COULD HAVE GOT SO FREAKING HIGH ARGHHHHHH
-Chionged to KFC and makan b4 going for the concert of Yoshiki Fukuyama & May'n with Sheng tat and shang ming's frns
-My first live concert I think...I think la...I think so...
-SAW YOSHIKI FUKUYAMA LIVE MUAHAHAHAHA SO HAPPY
-FIRST SONG IS KING GAINER OVER! AHAHAH I GOT SO FUCKING HIGH LA WAHAHAHA
-"KING! KING! KING! GAINER! KING! KING! KING! GAINER!" WAHAHA
-KIIINNNNGGGGG! KIIIINNNNGGGG!! KIIIIINNNNNGGG GAAAIIIINEEERR!! WAHAHAHAHA.
-Im crazy.
-He didnt bring along his Electro guitar, only acoustic but OTL enuff.
-Totsugeki love heart and try again is OTL
-IMPTANT. HE SAID. HE WILL BRING HIS BAND OVER NEXT YEAR.
THEN THE CROWD WENT "JAM PROJECT! JAM PROJECT! JAM PROJECT!"
AND HE SAY HE WILL BRING THEM OVER NEXT YEAR.

OMGGGG I WANA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AKU KEEP ON CHIO LAN CAN!!!!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-May'n then appear
-She's younger than me 1 year and she's libra and her voice is...godly.
-Sings her album song and I duno all but its nice.
-Sang some macross songs too but I duno also, I only know Macross 7 song cuz I play SRW@3.
-Duet some nice nice song and ended the whole event with DYNAMITE EXPLOSION! <-- a song name duh. Think they bomb the place meh.
-I wanted him to sing Holy Lonely Night & planet dance & 7th moon la. Will get so high can.
-Now still going high over KING! KING! KING! GAINER! :D

ALL IN ALL.

JAM PROJECT WILL COME TO SG SOMEDAY!!!! IM A FUCKING HAPPY SUPER ROBOT TAISEN DUMB KID! HOT BLOOD!! WAHHHHHAAAAAA

and I spent... not counting drinks and food outside the compound...
$137.70(3 Eva tee) +
$45(I love anisong limited ed Tee) +
$45(Ichirou Mizuki Towel) +
$25(2 day AFA pass)+
$15(Maid's Cafe) =
$267.70 :)

EDESON DECLARE BANKRUPT. NOW IS SINGLE AND POOR. BUT A HAPPY OTAKU! :D

Otaku boy

2009-11-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

Recently quite otaku-ish.

First I caught Evangelion 2.0 You cannot advance at cineleisure. It's some robot anime, one of my fav series <3

DAMN EPIC. DAMN NICE. The freaking remake makes me go speechless. Change of plot and all the twists makes edeson a happy kid. So it finally reach the end of movie and many ppl left at teh credit screen. The fans will all know that there will be a preview of eva 3.0 at the very end like how the series have always been and the next upcoming is 3.0 Q! Can't wait for it la, Eva 06 appears and omfg at everythingss. This will be one of the motivation for me to carry on living! =D

So after the trailer, the fans are like looking ard sorta thing, maybe to look at the ppl wth the same hobbies ahaha. Some are japs lor.

Edeson ordered a dj max t shirt online AGAIN. he bought 3 mangas today that cost ard $30. He is gona attend the AFA09 to get the shirts and go inside and buy all sort of craps that will attract his attention. Edeson wants to go the concert but it's freaking $188 and he's kinda broke. ANY SPONSORS? 8D

IIDX and otaku-ism is the <3 for edeson now.

Yay, got sick of ddr, time to gain fats again!

I can;t wait for sat and sun to come ^^

Joke of the day.

2009-11-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today's role call...

Sudden inspection on our hand phone to catch those camera phone boys.

Some of us left it in office so we went back and take it.

During inspection...

CSM inspect a joker.

He took out a SIM CARD. and said...

"MY PHONE SPOIL"

"I LEFT IT AT HOME"

"I ONLY BROUGHT SIM CARD TO WORK"

HELLO. THAT IS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS THAT ITS A LIE RIGHT? LOL.

ARE YOU DUMB?

Seriously I think we rather accept a "I left it at home","I forgot to bring" or "I didnt bring" THAN ur CRAP LOL

You are like treating our dear CSM like an idiot la lmao.

V retarded lol.

DMV3 Fire Bomber 2 miss. Freaking triple bass. Argh.

DDRX Without e-amusement.

PSMO Double AA.
Pass all X-Specials. Max series got B or C.
Saber Wing Remix CDP 85%
FC NGO CDP's ENDING run.

That's it I think, pretty gd eh, that means aku's stamina increased!

Good good that means more fats will be burnnned away =D

张信哲 - 不要对他说

2009-11-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

选在清晨时分
走出你家的巷口
看着昨天擦肩而过
未熄灭的街灯
问我到底告别了什麽
当我失去你那眼中美丽的温柔
当你决定就此放手
我的生命之中
再也没有剩下些什麽
除了沉默
陪你到日出
把你看清楚
哭得累了的你
看来睡得好无辜
在你耳边轻轻说出
最後的要求
不要对他说出一样的话
不要对他说
夜里会害怕
别说你多晚
都会等他的电话
别说你只喜欢
他送的玫瑰花
因为这些是我
仅有残留的梦
选在清晨时分
走出你家的巷口
看着昨天擦肩而过
未熄灭的街灯
问我到底告别了什麽
当我失去你那眼中美丽的温柔
当你决定就此放手
我的生命之中
再也没有剩下些什麽
除了沉默
陪你到日出
把你看清楚
哭得累了的你
看来睡得好无辜
在你耳边轻轻说出
最後的要求
不要对他说出一样的话
不要对他说
夜里会害怕
别说你多晚
都会等他的电话
别说你只喜欢
他送的玫瑰花
因为这些是我
仅有残留的梦
不要对他说
一样的话语
不要对他说你
总是爱的太忧郁
别说你最渴望
他能为你而淋雨
我愿忍受折磨
独自去拥有
曾经的温柔
不要对他说...

Lousy boyfriend

2009-11-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

Edeson must be a lousy boyfriend.

It's a fact!

Or else

Why wud he have two girls cheated on him? :)

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Leos makes me laugh for god knows what reason.

Geminis can like chat nonstop with me.

Libra... I seriously have nth to chat with them, WHY?

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I'll pay anyone who can teach me about trust seriously.

Seriously, how to trust after got cheated twice. I seriously don't know how to trust.

Great, a topic abt TRUST to ponder(got such word right?) on tonight. =)

StoneCold Steve Austin, DTA, Don't Trust Anyone.

Pricey isnt it.

2009-10-29T06:43:00.002+08:00

Two Levis Boxers $40.

1L HL Milk $3.20 at 711.

Not pricey then what?

Still gotta buy a pair of converse shoe.

Necessity.

Almost 3-4 years liao and still have nt get my leg no my CF. Sianed.

Losing of things

2009-10-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

I hate it when my clothings, mangas and even my BOXER go MISSING in MY OWN HOME.

Wth seriiously.

And somemore bu jian de is I like v much de!

knn :(

DDR Single Global Top Scores on 09/10/09

2009-10-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

DDR Single Global Top Scores on 09/10/09 for level 17 and 18 only because those are the hardest shit you can find in DDR X.

Lv17
Fascination MAXX　Expert 【997860】　[埼玉県・UN-LIM] <-- 2 Greats.
Pluto Relinquish　Expert 【998350】　[大阪府・BROS.NJ] <-- 1 Great.
MAX300(X-Special)Oni 【997480】　[和歌山県・MACK1102]
SABER WING (AKIRA ISHIHARA Headshot mix) Oni 【995270】　[宮城県・GOSUKE]

Lv18 all Onis
DEAD END ('GROOVE RADAR' Special)【980950】　[和歌山県・MACK1102] <-- FCed.
Fascination ～eternal love mix～　【993860】　[大阪府・BROSO.NJ]
Fascination MAXX　【993890】　[神奈川県・REN.S]
Healing-D-Vision 【998240】　[大阪府・BROSONI.] <-- 1 Great.
MAXX UNLIMITED(X-Special) 【990790】　[大阪府・BROSONI-]
NGO 【993420】　[愛知県・RIN-GO!]
PARANOiA ～HADES～【995380】　[和歌山県・MACK1102] <-- FCed.
Pluto Relinquish　【992300】　[愛知県・RIN-GO!]
The legend of MAX(X-Special)【995560】　[千葉県・RANKALEE]
Trigger 【990320】　[愛知県・RIN-GO!]

Level 18s have all been AAAed except for DEGRS. All dnoe by the few 真・足神さま and top tier 大足神.

Disgusting.

A swei flu shot will give you Dystonia

2009-10-25T15:04:00.001+08:00

A life ruined :/

...

2009-10-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

What about the happiness we had?

Sigh, get over it edeson.

V3 noob achievement

2009-10-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

woa woa woa.

noob's achievement on V3 (All on Ext).

S Smile for you LIKE FINALLY (Buey hiao roll hi hat lol).

S El Dorado, 2% Good 1% Miss.

S Kagonotori tycoly and Im so the very shock.

93/94% Micro Fin and that brings me to Encore stage!

S Purple Storm 3 times out of 5 attempts! :D

Yeah, I finally get to reach encore stage on yesterday. Yesterday A Purple Storm twice and today get all S!

Happy Happy :D

The cross over in Purple Storm is so freaking fun pls. I didn't even know its such a nice chart to play with.

Anyway, my Purple Storm is very Bassy lol, many empty parts I constant bass tsk, so = noob.

DM is more fun than DDR now. DM FTW! \o/

Drunk

2009-10-17T07:36:00.001+08:00

Ok la not totally drunk but enuff to make me SWAYYYY.

Shall not drink again, now keep feeling wana vomit x.x

Drinking is bad for health edeson! dun drink so much!

Time to orh orh xD

Piss Low

2009-10-15T22:51:00.004+08:00

This is kan pua de funny ahaha

My ang moh also like her lah but she is funnier than moix.

Ahaha

2009-10-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

At least I'm happier now lol.

Maybe I shall just stay stupid and be a little kid foreva, at least things are much better back then.

Oh ya bitch, with ya fantastic command of english langaugge you are so gonna fucking fail ur o levels lmao. SONG BOH.

Edeson is bad. But who cares, fuck her.

Medicine time~~~ Goodnight Singapore.

Fucking name.

2009-10-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

The sight of your fucking name spoilt my whole fucking day. pcb.

Damn fucking dulan.

and anyone who wana mention that fucking bitch infront of me can go fuck off thx.

BITCH.

Emo boy med

2009-10-12T22:28:00.001+08:00

Im on medication again.

Great =/

Now so slpy cuz of the emd z_z

gd night world.

Lost again

2009-10-11T02:56:00.002+08:00

I just hate it when I feel so lost again.

Cinema is a place which will bring back memories of you eh?

I hate to think of anything related to you.

The night just suddenly turned so bad into an emo night.

If only I can Bemani all day long, at least I wun have any time for any additional useless thoughts.

It's so funny that a small fragment of memory can turn a day into a bad day.

I was asked if I hate you or not.

I duno, maybe a little, maybe just dislike, I really duno.

Im stucked for words at that point but I have to give a reply so I say maybe just hate a little.

In the car back home, I started to think am I really that bad?

That bad until you decide to turn away from me and did things behind my back.

I think maybe you are right.

It takes two hands to clap.

That time when you complain to me all my bad points and Im shocked that I did those things without knowing it.

Im THAT bad.

So maybe I should stop giving the misleading impression that Im actually nice to my gf because I'm not at all.

Stop emo? lol I tried, but it just come and wun let me off.

...

Really respect jq. Maybe he didnt think tis way, but I think signing on to protect Singapore is a big thing. Earning 3-4k a mth is a big thing to me. Going to Uni is a big thing to me. Being able to make your own parents proud is a big thing. Why big thing? Because I can nv accomplish those things thats why I admire, I respect, I jealous. Edeson aint that smart to have the chance to go Uni. Edeson aint that gd enuff to earn even 2K a mth. Edeson is a freaking PES E who can't even defend for his nation. Edeson dno;t treat his gf well. Edeson nv make his parents proud. Edeson only knows how to create trouble for his family for the past 21 years. People can get 11 pts for O levels so easily whereas I can only get 21pts lmao, wtf.

People say god is fair. Those bless with gd looks are more stupid and vice versa. But how come I get all the bullshits. Where are the positive traits. Really xian mu those people who are in or can get into Uni. I seriously feel so proud of my brother. lol im a ITE dropout ahahahaha. wtf lol.

I really hate it when emoness strikes zzzz.

Maybe I shld learn how to be suicidal so I'll kill myself for good.

Alright edeson, tmr will be a better day. Good boy, now go have a nice bath and eat abit and go slp ok? Good boy edeson, good boy. Ahaha that makes myself feel better. Weird me. I need someone to sayang me. It makes one feel loved, at least I think so.

ahhh fug, get out of my mind. Stop haunting me.

Maybe I need my medication again. I find it scary that I can be laughnig at one moment and within second I can start to emo fug again. Gemini's split personality hur? lol.

Now even get vietnam wife also will run away. So how edeson?

No money no nothing where will girl wana marry.

No car no house no nothing.

Stay single not that bad a choice eh..

Why got prostitute to provide sex for men..

But no service to provide love?

They should get some fake lover girls to make guys feel good, feel loved.

Maybe Im the only chao ah gua that need to feel loved thats why got no such service.

Why am I so fucked up... sigh.

Do fast else late for work d

2009-10-09T06:50:00.002+08:00

Wheres your boyfriend?
♥ cb i guy la.
Name something you did yesterday?
♥ ddr
Last person you text messaged?
♥ felicia.
What colour is your hair?
♥ black + white strand of wisdom hair.
What was the last thing you cried over?
♥ OCTs LOL
Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
♥ Wishlist so many, u go choose 1.
Is there anyone on your mind that shouldnt be?
♥ maybe.
Do you have a little sister?
♥ nope
Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
♥ no, dun really like radio
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
♥ bemani peeps
What are you listening to?
♥ libraa~
Do you sleep with a fan on?
♥ yes
Do you get good morning texts from anyone?
♥ No? lol, used to get when I was popular in sec sch =x
where is your cell phone?
♥ charging
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
♥ doubt so lol
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
♥ Yes, in camp so aku dunid to go
Did you speak to your dad today?
♥ nahs
Will tomorrow be better than today?
♥ definitely lol
Who you want to see somebody right now?
♥ some random chiobu lol
Your current relationship status?
♥ Single.
Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
♥ maybe.
Are you waiting for something?
♥ waiting for this to be cmopleted
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
♥ No.
Do you text message a lot?
♥ HELLO I NEED MORE SMS PARTNERS
When is the next time someone kiss you?
♥ lol what a question
What was the last thing you drank?
♥ Green tea
What would your name be with the first three letters?
♥ ede
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
♥ no idea
Did you have a good day?
♥ I ust woke up not long ago?
If you could move right now would you?
♥ er..yea?
Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
♥ ORD faster come.
Do you like being in pictures?
♥ yeah lol
Where will you be in an hour?
♥ camp
Is your heart broken right now?
♥ duno lol
How old are your siblings?
♥ 18-19
Do you believe in love?
♥ duno
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
♥ duno
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
♥ always
Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
♥ yeah
Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
♥ wow that's so long ago
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a X?
♥ Nope
Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?
♥ maybe
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
♥ no idea
Do you wear make-up?
♥ nahx
Confused about anything?
♥ nope
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
♥ smsssss
Do you have a secret that you aren't telling loved ones?
♥ think so haha

I love to waste time.

2009-10-09T06:39:00.002+08:00

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
♥ No I think.
When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
♥ If it's not from commercialized bottle
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
♥ lol no
Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
♥ yeah
Kill or Be killed?
♥ cute. LOL
Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
♥ break the existence of sadness
Do you like someone right this second?
♥ Libra but duno who LOL
Would you ever get a tattoo?
♥ nahhx
Are you a morning person or a night person?
♥ night bax
Do you snore?
♥ Maybe, I duno!
Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
♥ yes
What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
♥ serve him tea. :x
Do you like to spend time with people?
♥ depending on who
Are you a forgiving person?
♥ I guess so lol
When was the last time you did the dishes?
♥ Cookhse help throw food waste consider? lol
Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
♥ No.
Do you want a relationship right now?
♥ LIBRA!
What are you about to do?
♥ wear clothes and go camp
Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
♥ Hmm..no?
Your name plus "ness"?
♥ edesoness?
Three feelings at the moment?
♥ sian, thirsty, lao sai
Done anything you regret so far in life?
♥ many lmao
Are you listening to anything?
♥ LIBRAAAAA~ SHINING IN THE SUN~
Where are you right now?
♥ in front of com.
Are you thinking of someone right now?
♥ no
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
♥ Forgot
Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
♥ Porn. Opps.
Have you changed much this year?
♥ Maybe
Do you speak any other language?
♥ Yeah. knnbccb
What's the craziest thing you've done?
♥ Haha
Favorite color(s)?
♥ Silver,grey,red,black,white
Last time you smiled?
♥ just
If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
♥ everything.

Honestly nonsenses.

2009-10-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

Honestly, are you in love right now?
-- no
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
-- headache
Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- this crap
Honestly, what did you do today?
-- NS lor
Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
-- no
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
-- ahaha not really i think
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
-- no?
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
-- no lol
Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
-- simple funny things lol
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
-- nope
Honestly, what is your mood right now?
-- disturbed by headache
Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
-- no special anyone
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
-- yeah lol
Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
-- maybe, but i heck care la
Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
-- some chio bu LOL
Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
-- yeah, double abit sprain tio, nb.
Honestly, are you in denial?
-- nope
Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in person?
-- txt ya.
Honestly, does anyone like you?
-- no
Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
-- nooo
Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
-- ya la ya la

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things!

2009-10-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

YOUR HOMEWORK IS:

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag 10 people and repost it with the title:

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things!

NOT STUPID

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 23

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 29

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 36

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 39

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 44

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 48

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 51

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 52

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 53

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 57

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 60

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 62

Level 23
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 64

Level 24
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 65

Level 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 69

Level 26
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 76

Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 80

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 84

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR: 84

TOTAL: 84

Yearn

2009-10-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

I think that's the right word.

Hmm, shld be la.

All we yearn for, is just a simple nice swt love, for ppl to love us.

So mr god u #$@*%&@#$!@ just give us la, tmd. :x

Pity

2009-10-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

Its such a pity that we are so different.

Else.... things wud be very different now, right?

SS 7 Greats.

2009-10-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

I freaking SS 7 Great Libra Ext on DMV3.

BUT WHERES MY LIBRAAAAAAA, MUST EXCELLENT SIBO? @#~*$^#*(~^%!$

Thomas Howard Lichtenstein - Libra

2009-10-05T18:58:00.001+08:00

I'm walking without a care
Not a clue to where I'm going
Could this be an oasis?
Maybe I should stop and have a look

I notice somebody there
Underneath a tree she's waiting
With the sun in her hair
She looks like an angel
Flew down from heaven
She's a lady Libra!

All I can do
is hope that she
Will share it all with me.

Once in a lifetime
You find someone (someone you could - fall in love)
Libra...Shining in the sun (by a waterfall she's waiting)
She's my reason to run (every breath anticipating)

Running for the first time
Running for the first time
in my life
Through the mist I see her
Gotta catch that girl
Before she is gone

...

Thomas Howard Lichtenstein indeed composes very nice lyrics <--- Leo's psycho.

Where's my Libra in my life? o.o

I go forest hunt for libra liao, go find every single damn tree ahahaha :x

Horoscope

2009-10-04T03:56:00.003+08:00

Libra
Gemini
Saggi
.
.
.
total of 12 horoscopes.

Now there shld be 13 horoscopes.

The usual 12 horoscopes &
Spoilt.

New additional horo call spoilt.

All those behaving abnormal from their horo shld be placed in that category.

...

In search of kind libra girls because I can't take shit anymore =(

Simple comparison

2009-10-03T01:47:00.002+08:00

Two quarrel then break = wun feel so bad, angry so wun emo so much

break cuz feeling fade = fair for me, emo abit more.

got cheated = worst feeling one can ever have.

Lost

2009-10-02T05:41:00.000+08:00

Help.

Im feeling lost.

Save me anyone?

Untitled

2009-10-02T05:11:00.002+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

...

I find it kind of funny, I find it kinda of sad.
The dreams in which im dying are the best I've ever had.

...

Im not trying to do anything, actually all along I feel bad towards what I had done to you, a simple dinner treat maybe will make me feel better? I don't know, just maybe wanna check out how you are doing. Should I be doing this? I don't know.

...

It's 5.30am. It's the time when everyday I'll give you morning call. Days have passed and I'll eventually get used to not having the urge to call you. All it take is time to heal my wound and I'll move on again.

Otaku

2009-10-02T04:10:00.002+08:00

Being an Otaku is good ok.

At least you aren't as luan as the people outside now.

This world is so messy & we will feel comfy and cozy in our own small world.

OTAKU FTWWWWWW~

Zhua

2009-10-02T03:53:00.001+08:00

I realise I got str and money I will zua Bemani.

When emo, I zua blog post lollololol. lame.

Holy fark.

2009-10-02T03:37:00.001+08:00

No no, its not over there.

But holy fark.

I feel like some.

si can lan da guy.

those kind you see in drama

"BU YAO LI KAI WOOO" *cry*

fuckkk

No edeson, you are not going to see her anymore >=(

Gui Ji

2009-10-02T03:19:00.003+08:00

怎麼隱藏我的悲傷

失去妳的地方

妳的髮香散的匆忙

我已經跟不上

閉上眼睛還能看見

妳離去的痕跡

在月光下一直找尋

那想念的身影

如果說分手是苦痛的起點

那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍

想要對妳說的不敢說的愛

會不會有人可以明白

我會發著呆然後忘記妳

接著緊緊閉上眼

想著那一天會有人代替

讓我不再想念妳

我會發著呆然後微微笑

接著緊緊閉上眼

又想了一遍妳溫柔的臉

在我忘記之前

心裡的眼淚模糊了視線

妳已快看不見

Sonne

2009-10-02T03:12:00.002+08:00

Wanted to put Sonne as blog song la.
But now emo period must put emo song LOL.

Gui ji brings me back to sec sch time, last time everytime hear and emo for duno wad lmao.

Today radio plays it and I wana listen to it again ahaha so I te di go find.

Edeson

2009-10-02T02:54:00.003+08:00

Move on dude. She don't give a damn about you anymore, boohoo.

Just get it done and over with quickly and you will have nth to do with her anymore.

Fug, 2.54am, how to pay bill now -.-"
Slpt for 8 hrs, now dunid slp liao la, see la, tsk.

Thanks for everything

2009-10-01T03:27:00.002+08:00

Apparently not the later part.

Thanks for everything for like the first 5 mths or so.

I was really happy and enjoying everything with you.

A pity that Im such a bad boyfrn that made you end up like this.

Edeson always hurt girls, edeson hen huai.

Jealous

2009-10-01T03:18:00.002+08:00

Other ppl sick got gf go visit de la.

Me so ke lian sick so long liao only ghost visit x.x

Knew smting was wrong x.x

Baby...Im sorry. papa is so sorry. Hope you will be with a rich family with nice papa nice mama... im useless...sry...

2 more hrs to prepare go camp.

panda eyes le x.x

I think my fever is coming back x.x

I conclude, stress level high = body protect system low.

AWOL

2009-10-01T03:11:00.002+08:00

Can I try awol.

Free botak haircut plus wednesday milo.

like buey pai leh.

now no mood go awol den go db also not bad.

Or shld I take a SAR21 out and shoot people? LOL

sian.

1 more year to ORD.

Is it wrong to be very sensitive when your gf is chio and scared ppl snatch? If don't love de hua also wun like that right...

Sigh, nvm, just get me a not so chio girl next time. At least I wun be so restricting.

Yeah yeah yeah trust issues again. But I really cant trust le la. Two timed 2 times, how to trust? Now you give me karen mok I also cnt trust sia. Haiz. Can I fa feng and go IMH again? At least there got no stress no nothing......

Confused

2009-10-01T03:04:00.002+08:00

Is love nowadays too luan or what?
How come I don't seem to get it anymore?
Or maybe all along I didnt get it at all.

For those who had two timed me, pls get out of my life forever.

For those who leave me, I know you have your reasons, at least you guys aren't that bad to me so its ok, at least it's more acceptable then being wearing green hat.

For the one who I leave, is I can't feel the love at all.

For the 1 I hurt, Im very sorry and I wud like to make amendments but seems like you changed hp number eh?

For those who I rejected, Im sorry because you are really not my type, I got make some effort to try de ok x.x

Hmm..

HOROSCOPE BU ZUN DE!! =X

Arbo get me a libra la I see gum or not. tsk tsk.

Sir!

2009-10-01T03:01:00.001+08:00

Sir gave me light, shine light on me to aim for TP.

I WILL!!

Next year sept I die die get into TP.

Arbo...

I get into other P!

No matter wad must get into P.

Nursing buey pai leh, recently go hospital the nurses all so.. xD

Deleted

2009-10-01T02:53:00.002+08:00

Deleted all previous post for flaming.

Cuz I see no point.

Actually all this while I just wana fa xie.

The past few days I sms u also is just wana fa xie.

So after I settle your phone bill crap, 各走各的.

Also nth much to say. No matter what the fact is im two timed and yet kept in the dark for 1mth plus and im not feeling good abt it.

I rather you tell me straight that you don't love me anymore.
I rather you tell me the truth straight than I like a dumbass keep wondering all sorts of shit.

Now all I have to do is to wait for dawn and go to camp.

Ahahahaha, what is love.

Deserve

2009-10-01T02:47:00.002+08:00

What did I do to deserve all these.

Wtf have gone wrong again?

Great, can't slp again, somebody must be damn happy to read this.

Happy? I lose, you win. Aries sure happy. Hands down to you, you win ok.

I knew something was wrong ever since that 1 week sch holiday.

Haha.

Damn.

Life sucks.

Shall get a damn freaking ugly girl so at least I wun get ditched again.

This post somehow ans to vin's post eh? That will be the reason why i will be with a not so good looking girl =)

Gan

2009-09-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Gans?

Gan ni lao bu.

=D

Scary

2009-09-28T07:04:00.001+08:00

Human self justification is scary.

Apparently you are the one doing serious damage and yet you can never see it yourself.

Blind justice.

O level my ass

2009-09-28T06:04:00.001+08:00

Study O level, AHAHA

Seriously that was the worst excuse lim bei ever heard

and so,

pls go fuck urself

Again

2009-09-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Cant fucking sleep so mi here doing this shit.

Starting time: 2355
Name: Edeson Lee Yan Wei

Sisters: None.

Brothers: One future very bright de younger brother

Eye Color: Bark brown

Shoe size: Small. Don't wana tell =/

Hair: Blac and white. Old man.

Piercings: Left 2 only.

Height: 170cm =)

What are you wearing right now?: Boxer.

Where do you live?: Jurong West

Favorite number: crap.

Favorite drink: Milk o.o

Favorite month: End of year, weather cooler.

Favorite breakfast: Hmmm....

***********Have You Ever***********

broken a bone: Nope

been in a police car: Nope

been on a plane: YES

been in a hot tub: YES XD

swam in the ocean: I'll die.

fallen asleep in school: Haha, always.

broken someone’s heart: Yeah.

cried when someone died?: Yep.

fell off your chair: yea.

sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes.

saved e-mails: lazy to delete

been cheated on: yes

***********What is************

your room like?: i have no room to call my own

what is right beside you?: di lum. not living de.

what is the last thing you ate?: Rice and egg only.

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

chicken pox: yes but no memories of it

sore throat: duh

stitches: yea

broken nose: no way

————————-Do You————————–

believe in love at first sight?: yeah

like picnics: maybe.

———————————————————

who was the last person you danced with?: alvin? DDR AHAHA

who last made you smile?: bemani peeps

————————–Who—————————

did you last yell at?: everyone.

do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: contact

———-Final Questions————-

what are you listening to right now?: fan moving

what did you do today?: eat sleep ddr dm jubeat

diamond or pearl?: platinum. pokemon platinum ftw.

are you the oldest?: my ah ma older

indoors or out doors?: indoor, AIRCONNNN

——————Today did you———————-

1. talk to someone you like?: almost didnt tak to anyone.

2. kiss anyone?: no

3. get sick?: got sick of life, really.

4. sing?: ya, zi shuang

5. talk to an ex?: sms.

6. miss someone: no

7. eat: yea.
—————-Last person who——————

8. you talked to on the phone?: lazy to check.

9. made you cry?: duno, v numb.

10. went to the movies with?: wind, sir, mata, no sound, duck, nu ren

11. you went to the mall with?: alone.

——————Have you——————-

19. been to Mexico?: not interested

20. been to USA?: no
——————-Random——————–

21. have a crush on someone?: wana crush people's bone nia

22. what books are you reading right now?: I'll sleep.

23. best feeling in the world?: Love.

24. future kids names?: ali

25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no, very stuffy.

26. what’s under your bed: wood. floor.

27. favorite sport(s) to watch: wwe?

28. favorite place: nice place.

32. who do you really hate?: now dont ask me this, wil be very bias ans.

33. do you have a job?: nsf

37. What time is it now?: 1206

38. Done?: fuck, nth else to do

cbcbcb

2009-09-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

fuck off

i hate you.

great, now dunid to slp liao

cb.

FUCK.

Tsk

2009-09-27T18:39:00.001+08:00

Why am I doing this.

I hate this feeling.

キセキ / GReeeeN

2009-09-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

Very contradicting to my previous post but this is a very very good song.

Im gona get it up my mixpod once mixpod is stable =/

Translated English lyrics

Kiseki

I'll love you more tomorrow than today
These overflowing emotions won't stop
Right now I love you so much
I can't even put it into words

The days you've given me accumulate
The days that have passed, the paths we walked together
Whether our meeting was coincidence
Or fate, just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Just having your right hand
Wrapped up
In my left hand
Made me feel your love

We found the little happinesses in each day
In the slow path we walked
Our meeting is just one small thing
In a big world, but just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

When we fooled around on the way home
That was one of our precious days, too
And when I finally got up the courage to tell you how I felt
The expression on your face was one I'd never seen before
There was a pause, and then you nodded
Our hearts are filled with love
We're still on our journey
Towards the future that will hopefully continue
For dozens of years

Even if we lose sight
Of tomorrow

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

Until the last second

I'll be smiling more tomorrow than today
Just being with you makes me feel that way
Ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years
Let's spend the time together
I love you

Love is...

2009-09-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

FAKE!!! =X

Relac la all lovey birds out there.

Love is just a fantasy to me.

Edeson always changes when he's in love.

tsk tsk, bad bad

So edeson shall not be in love anymore!

What's so bad with singlehood heh, just lacking some legal ah ah.

Money! Rich again =D

With so many real life incidents of frns, and myself having bad experience with love, it's hard to love anymore lurh.

Emo abit, S.O.S. =)

Abba - SOS

Where are those happy days,
They seem so hard to find,
I tried to reach for you,
But you have closed your mind,
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood,
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good,

(CHORUS)
So when you're near me,
Darlin can't you hear me?
SOS
The love you gave me,
Nothing else could save me,
SOS
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?

You seem so far away,
though you are standing near,
You made me feel alive,
But something died I feared,
I really tried to make it up,
I wish I understood,
What happened to our love?
It used to be so good,

(CHORUS)

So when you're near me,
Darlin can't you hear me?
SOS
And the love you gave me,
Nothing else could save me,
SOS
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?

Seems that Why not is stuck in my mixpod =/

Header

2009-09-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

Will deal with my blog header or maybe will get a new blogskin.

Give me timeee!!

Life is sian.

No bemani = sian.

Jade's words once struck me, "don't arcade do what? Nth else to do anymore"

Maybe I v gamer la, but I think its true.

At least for me since I don't really play sports and have some stamp colleting hobby etc.

At least now I have all the time I want but it seem so empty.

Relationship is not my kind of thing, because Im definitely a noob and will nv become a tatsujin in it. It's like forcing me to AAA Maxx Unlimited X special like brosoni, its IMPOSSIBLE.

Time to invest money into my cobalt flux again, I MUST GET IT!!! FOR JIAN FEI! FOR BEING SLIM! FOR EDESON!

Happy?

2009-09-22T22:38:00.001+08:00

Are you really happy this way?

Am I really happy this way?

Are we really happy this way?

Too much?

2009-09-16T22:57:00.002+08:00

Am I being too much by wanting to see you more?

I want see you more

I want you pei me more

I want you to be mine only.

V v v selfish, but im like this.

Am I asking too much? Sigh.

Important

2009-09-13T18:35:00.002+08:00

Im

Never

Important

To

Anyone

.

ahahahah

2009-09-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

have like majiam don't have ahahaha

smlj

wtf

haha

i realise my hp contact 99% are males ahaha

smlj

Since when im like this

sec sch limbei you sheng you se.

now majiam 1 tied dog.

ok

emo finish

go blast on ddr liao

life is bullshit

.

handphone can throw away

hp make me stupid

will keep no take out hp and hope to see sms.

but dak bai no sms.

duno looking forward to wad.

majiam idiot.

always dumb.

i think im always dumb.

ahh fuck la,

let me win big sweep and have money so i can go ard fuck girls la

cb.

girls existance is a pain in the ass.

ppl can so song go ard fuck girls and he happy song song

lim bei duno simi lj emo abt girl

edeson, u got lj 1 ok, wtf u now majiam dog.

pui.

Above all is emo post ah, girls dun flame moi plzzzxzxzxzxz <3

How to?

2009-09-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

I feeling buey song now.

I wana get angry.

I look at your pic.

AWWWWWWWW.

Teach me how to be angry with you u stupid angel looking devil x.x

unfair la

ppl angry look at me jitao wack me 1.

boo!

and im feelin v emo now.

tmr pls be a nice nice day?

I miss you a lot.

one week already.

please still love me.

.

2009-09-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

What the fuck am I to you?

Don't test my limit.

2009-09-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

Life is bullshit.

Fuck it.

...

1 year ago on this day, Im enlisted to be an NSF.

1 year pass so fast hur.

...

I hate E----- T--.

Fuck you.

...

God please teach me how to not be emo and can trust people again.

Sigh.

Life sucks.

Or most probably

I sucks.

Must be the latter.

Edeson fuck you =)

Blogskin

2009-08-24T09:27:00.002+08:00

Baby is a lazy pig because she didn't complete editting my blog header!

You stupid dai dai =P

Almost Easy

2009-08-09T02:49:00.003+08:00

Im not insane im not insane....~ wahahaha~~~
Im not insane~...im not... not insane..~

Nice song but.

I am insane. I think so! Great minds think alike? If you think im crazy, pls leave a tag =)

Eat.Emo.Eeks.

2009-08-09T02:42:00.003+08:00

I love to eat.

Eating makes me happy.

I always emo.

How to cure emo? Eat.

I eat a lot when I emo.

I'm eating now.

I know this will make me damn fat.

But I can't help it.

I have to stuff myself with food to make me happier.

-

I think im seriously hopelessly problematic.

Edeson why like that?

Sigh.

Fact and reaccount

2009-08-09T02:00:00.005+08:00

Edeson is not a good friend nor a good lover.

Fact.

Pretty dissapointed with myself.

=/

I'm so sick of my life that I can just rot whole day without doing anything. I don't even have anything that I really want to do. Nothing to really get me moving. I'm so sick of it. 1 more year to ORD, will I become who I were?

During my store man course I met Derrick. He said I was damn freaking noisy back in Sec sch & ITE days. Did I really quiet down and changed after I become NSF?

I really wonder how noisy I was back in sec sch days...

Have to lose weight, but no money DDR & I got so sick of running and gym. DDR is pretty boring too with the fact that Im getting so noobish. DM is a better game with more depth imo. IIDX is sibei deep until cnt play 1.

Those old time of just simply zua game and enjoy life is pretty good despite it being quite wtfbbq.

I want my 55kg back......
I want my freedom back......
I want money......
I want to be a good lover......
I want to be a good friend......

Life is tough indeed.

Money makes the world go round.

I wish I never have to grow up. Days were so good when I was little boy. Pure and naive... The world seem so clean, so wonderful, justified & pleasant.

Always have this feeling that I'll die young. I think I shall write posts to thank all the people that appeared in my life. No bad comments from me as this should be a nice thing. I think I shall do it before I kena accident or kill myself kinda thing.

Writing those things are actually not bad eh, can reminisce the nice old past. The nice nice memories.

I think memory is a very nice thing. Of course I meant nice memories la. Shall write about all my old old things, so if I lucky can live till old can come back and kua kua b4 I lose my memories... Me memory quite bad...have to always take notes arbo sure forget x.x

-

I love you but I don't know how to make you feel loved.

I grew up this way, trust and love fade out in my life as I grew older. Material shit is throw to me since young to represent love I think. So that's why I only know how to buy and throw to you. Please forgive me for not being romantic. Please forgive me for not being able to trust you fully. Please forgive me for not making you things. Sound like an excuse to not putting in effort but it really isn't. I have no idea what can I do to keep you. I don't really like to give money, but I'm raised this way so I really don't know what to do or what can I do to provide you anything...

So it's not like I with who then I act rich buy game for them ok. Is I dun't know what else can I do. I only hope the games will keep them company when Im not around. I gamer since young, what else wud I know what to do.

Sorry to all the people in my life, all friends and lovers from past till now.

-

Eh wtf, SEE IM REALLY PES E.

why da hell this post ended up like that!?!?!?!

Kns.

Time to sleep.

What a change of event eh.

Boh tai boh ji emo.

Emo da bian.

siao kia =D

*lao po ps la aku cnt slp, now I go pei you ok? mai angry wo =x

GFDM XG

2009-08-09T01:17:00.004+08:00

FREAKING AWESOME LOOKING.

Guys go check it out man. I saw it on Z-I-V

Additional 1 brown tom and I think I see a left pedal. LOL Double bass omgwtfbbq.

I KNEW THIS DAY WILL COME WTF.

So....is it hard enuff? =D

Maybe gf XG will have 5 buttons? Cant see!

-

Bemani so fun how to quit =(

Bemani is like taking drug, even if you look shitty taking it, you will still enjoy it.

OTL

2009-08-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

BEST FREESTYLE EVER! =D

Respect.

2009-08-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

- Jackson has been credited with supporting more charities than any other artist - 39 charitable organizations, either with monetary donations through sponsorships of their projects or participation in their activities.
- David O. Selznick's 1940 Best Film Oscar for Gone with the Wind (USA, 1939) was bought by Jackson for $1,542,000 on June 12, 1999, at Sotheby's, New York City. The Academy Awards no longer permits such sales, all but ensuring that it will remain the most expensive Oscar.
- Jackson holds the record for the most expensive music video ("Scream" in 1995 with sister Janet Jackson). The clip reportedly cost over US$7 million.
- On November 14, 1991, Michael Jackson’s music video, Black or White was broadcast simultaneously in 27 countries with an estimated audience of 500 million people. It is the largest audience ever to view a music video.
- In March 1991, Jackson signed a new record-breaking US$890 million contract by Sony. It is still the largest recording contract of all time.
- In 1986 Jackson signed a $15 million deal with Pepsi, at the time the largest ever promotional endorsement.
- Jackson has the two best-selling VHS music videos ever released: "Moonwalker" (1988), and "The Making of Michael Jackson's Thriller" (1984).
- Jackson jointly holds the record for most Grammy Awards won in a single year. He won eight awards at the 1984 ceremony. This was equaled by Carlos Santana in 2001.
- Jackson jointly holds the record for most American Music Awards won in a single year, winning eight awards at the 1984 ceremony. This was equaled by Whitney Houston in 1994.
- Jackson has won the most World Music Awards in a single year, 5 in 1996 (tying Whitney Houston's 1994 total).
- Jackson has won the most Billboard awards by a male artist, 26.
- Jackson won the most Billboard awards in one year, 13 in 1983.
-* Named "Artist Of The Century" at the American Music Awards ceremony in 2002.
- Named "Most Successful Entertainer Of All Time" by the Guinness World Records in 2006.
- Jackson's "Bad World Tour" (1987–1989) was the highest-grossing tour ever at the time, with over $125 million earned. This record was later broken by the "Dangerous World Tour" (1992-1993) and later broken again by the "HIStory World Tour" (1996-1997), which is still the biggest tour ever in terms of international attendance (4.4 million tickets outside of USA).
- Michael Jackson is the only foreign artist to have sold more than 1,500,000 units in Turkey. Bad is the selling foreign album in Turkey with the sales of 560,000 units.
- Jackson's album "Thriller" (1982) is the best selling album of all time with more than 110 million copies.
- 700,000 tickets were sold in about four hours for the canceled "This Is It" concert series in 2009.
- At one stage, Michael Jackson was one of the wealthiest entertainers in the world, with a fortune of more than $750 million.
- Jackson has been given 197 recognized awards(the most for an artist).
- Following his death, Jackson became the first artist to sell 2 million+ downloads in a week.

Just stop talking bad about him already.

I feel like shit.

2009-08-06T19:43:00.001+08:00

Topic.

Fuck it, I hate how my fucking brain works.

Chee bye.

Why not

2009-08-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

I've been waiting for the weekend to come
I've been working so hard, I don't ever want to lose this feeling
Baby we've got tonight, and the rest of our lives,
and this party is getting started, gonna move tonight.
Why not, you should - listen to the music and dance right through the night
Why not, don't stop! - gonna rock the sound tonight.

I want a longer weekend =/

Trust

2009-07-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

Teach me how to trust.

Anyone?

I want to learn it.

Really.

Give a fuck?

2009-07-31T17:54:00.001+08:00

I don't give a fuck.

I don't.

Betrayed

2009-07-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

First time felt betrayed - Eileen.

Second time felt betrayed - Zenrence.

These two person made my life like so shity.

Thanks =)

Remeron

2009-07-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

My pills...

30 TA per box.

1 Box per mth.

Guess how much?

&71.80

=O

$2+ per small pill!

So freaking ex can.

Heng NS free medicine sia.

Most probably after or maybe before NS I die already, god knows.

The pill now starting to take effect liao, yay can slp.

Tmr my colleagues will complain I noisy ba?

Or maybe tmr I'll emo fuck in camp.

God knows.

Fuck you edeson =)

-Love = trust, I know love really need trust, in fact a lot of it to work but I... I just can't do it...Sadness...-

Me

2009-07-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

I feel very insecure.

Im insecure with everything.

I lack trust.

I can't trust anyone.

I tried.

I really tried.

I just can't seem to trust ANYBODY.

Everyone out there is just out to eat me.

Everyone out there wants to hurt me.

Im feeling insecure.

Very insecure.

Insecure about everything.

I feel so tiny.

I feel alone.

I just can't get anybody to come into my space anymore.

I don't know why im like this.

I don't know is it Eileen who cause me to be like this.

I think it's her.

Must be her.

Everything starts from her.

All my depression shit grew out of her.

She ruined my life.

She's the cause of everything.

Fuck, why.

Why.

Why you did this to me last time.

Why.

I can't fucking trust anyone now because you fucking betrayed my trust.

Why the fuck must you do that to me in the past.

Why.

Trust.

I can never ever trust anyone.

I'm sorry.

I really tried hard to trust.

Very hard.

Wheneva I said I trust somebody, it's in fact not a 100% trust.

I have doubt in everything.

I doubt everyone.

I know you fucking people are gona betray me someday.

This world is full of beast who want to eat my kindness, eat my stupidity.

All these came from you.

Thank you for giving me depression.

Thank you for making me unable to trust anyone.

Thanks for giving me such a life.

Seriously...why you betray my trust for you in the past...

I didn't do anything wrong right...

Why must you do this to me...

lol, I still can't get over.

Hahahahahaha....

Sorry to all whom I'hv hurt.

I really can't help it, sorry.

So long since I have a sleepless night, haha, love emoness.

I need the pills.

Ns have its good point too, pills can get free haha...

At least I'll feel better. I think.

Shall go take my long parted depression pills now.

Duno expire liao not.

Please make me happy cuz the world is grey.

Colour up my life please.

Edeson, fuck you =)

Fuck up world

2009-07-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

This world is seriously fucked up.

I'm not going to buy any stories. This world is full of illusions, I can no longer fucking differentiate real and fake anymore.

Ain't gona say anything, I'll let fate decide.

DTA, Don't Trust Anyone.

Or maybe...

I'm just that fucked up =)

Yeah, think so, arbo every time also like that meh?

Must be me....hmm...

Fuck you Edeson =D

See, told you guys I'm fucking PES E.

Fuck NS

2009-07-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah, fuck NS.

I need my Poly life.

I want go back to my old self, having all the freedom that I had.

All my freedom.

I miss my freedom.

I miss arcade.

I miss the time where you can just chiong arcade whole day, everyday despite it being very not productive.

Miss the time when I'm the center of attraction.

Miss my sec sch life, I was popular like fuck.

岁月不留人, now im already 21.

I want my poly life damn badly. Damn badly.

Miss the old cliques of frns.

Frns in Primary school, chiong pokemon card games

Frns in first Secondary school, chiong yugioh, magic card games.

Frns in 2nd secondary sch, actually more of the attention I get.

Frns during para boom, simple fun times.

Frns in ITE, slackers and crappers.

Frns in arcade, yan daos and chio bus, kns ppl and pro ass, funny, fun, good times, and many more.

Fuck.

NS is actually quite ok... just that its lacking of GIRLS.

Everyday stare boy, knn, pua bye, damn fuck up.

Frn circle become so fucking small, stuck in my dept.

Horrible.

I just want back my freedom, can I?

DDR

2009-07-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

Aku retired liao la, still compare my score for waddd.

Though no longer in my prime(SN2 era) anymore (no time/money to play)

At least I'hv been there done that.

Still proud to be and first few to AA, AAA, PFC songs in sg.
Still proud of some high scores that I/hv made.
Still proud of NGO ESP no bar FC :x
Still proud of 0.5 Saber Wing ESP 2 Great.
Still proud of -Insert song here- -Stunt made- -Score-...
Still proud of First Zone X DDR Compy Sn2, thou the scores done that time seems nth now, but it open theway for many more potential players to climb up, cuz it seem possible already.
Still proud of being 1 of the 3 representing SG to HK DDR TopRanker.

Now lao jiao liao, can only look back to the past and reminisce the good memories...

Special Thanks to Ray for showing me AA back in DDR Extreme period. I didn't even know AA exist LOL. Thanks for showing me that ITS POSSIBLE.

Sound like I quit ddr eh? Not really la, just that now boh lui and boh xi gan. I strike lottery then I will come back play AHAHA. But now lao liao la, its the era for new generation players. So if I happen to strike lottery or occasionally come play ddr abit, 请多多指教~

All bemaniers *I INVENT ONE, COPYRITE OK* all jyjy! represent SG! Country small but potential players a lot ok! Jy for Chaserz & Kurobe for Asia Jubeat Compy 2009~

-

Kenneth lu lai lu fit.

Aku lu lai lu bui.

Now 65Kg la, kenneth now sure lower than me liao, wtfbbq D:

Project jian fei! (without ddr its so much harder, really =/ )

Dead again lol

2009-07-27T09:35:00.000+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD

THIS BLOG IS DEAD TOO.

My life is like cock la so nth to update so dun bother to come here and check for updates ok =)

WTFFFF

2009-06-26T07:11:00.001+08:00

WATCHING ZAO AN NI HAO..

MICHAEL JACKSON DIED.

WTF.

WTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

D=

WTFFFFF. THE WORLD IS COMING TO THE END T_T

Soon soon

2009-06-14T21:51:00.001+08:00

Yeah, will start either schooling or working after I found out which is a better choice. My life now revolves around my precious emily. Take care my frns, will be quite busy I think, no time to visit arcade much anymore.

Love emily for eternity <3

Better man

2009-06-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Will either work or study.

Me gona prove me no useless man.

I will marry Emily, I will =)

Support?

2009-06-10T07:03:00.003+08:00

What WE seriously need now is not financial support or nags or scoldings. All we need is mental support & words of encouragement. We know its gotta be tough, real tough, but we want to do it, we made up our mind to do it, we HAVE to do it.

Currently its a confrontation/announcement period, where the family member will start to know. Who knows what will happen within these few days. Hopefully things turn out as how we want it to be.

God/Buddha/Allah/All kind of god's bless.

How Many Stupid Things Have You Done? Here's a list of 100.

2009-06-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

01. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
02. [X] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
03. [X] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
04. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
05. [X] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
06. [X] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
07. [X] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
08. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
09. [X] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [X] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 9

11. [X] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [X] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [X] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [X] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [X] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 17

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [X] Have run into a closed door
25. [X] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [X] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [X] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 21

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped on it
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside.
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [X] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [X] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 26

41. [X] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [X] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [X] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [X] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [X] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 32

51. [X] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [X] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [X] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [X] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [X] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [X] Forgot your own phone number
59. [X] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [X] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 40

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [X] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [X] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [X] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [X] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [X] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [X] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [X] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [X] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 48

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [ ] Ran into a door jam
74. [ ] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [ ] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [X] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [X] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [X] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [X] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 52

81. [X] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [X] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [X] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [X] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 57

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [X] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [ ] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [X] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [X] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [ ] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [ ] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [X] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

total of: 61/100 stupid things.

Happy Birthday 09

2009-06-07T12:45:00.002+08:00

Thx all who bother to wish me on msn, sms or via other means!

xie xie :D

Nth much to blog abt cuz there's nth much to blog abt lol.

Something is wrong

2009-06-05T09:04:00.001+08:00

http://sgforums.com/forums/2237/topics/362799

WRNOGGGGG.

Just plain wrong.

Someone please save our world?