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Monday, September 28, 2009

Gans?

Gan ni lao bu.

=D


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:25 PM

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Human self justification is scary.

Apparently you are the one doing serious damage and yet you can never see it yourself.

Blind justice.


-Edeson- end his post @ 7:04 AM

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Study O level, AHAHA

Seriously that was the worst excuse lim bei ever heard

and so,

pls go fuck urself


-Edeson- end his post @ 6:04 AM

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Cant fucking sleep so mi here doing this shit.

Starting time: 2355
Name: Edeson Lee Yan Wei

Sisters: None.

Brothers: One future very bright de younger brother

Eye Color: Bark brown

Shoe size: Small. Don't wana tell =/

Hair: Blac and white. Old man.

Piercings: Left 2 only.

Height: 170cm =)

What are you wearing right now?: Boxer.

Where do you live?: Jurong West

Favorite number: crap.

Favorite drink: Milk o.o

Favorite month: End of year, weather cooler.

Favorite breakfast: Hmmm....

***********Have You Ever***********

broken a bone: Nope

been in a police car: Nope

been on a plane: YES

been in a hot tub: YES XD

swam in the ocean: I'll die.

fallen asleep in school: Haha, always.

broken someone’s heart: Yeah.

cried when someone died?: Yep.

fell off your chair: yea.

sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes.

saved e-mails: lazy to delete

been cheated on: yes

***********What is************

your room like?: i have no room to call my own

what is right beside you?: di lum. not living de.

what is the last thing you ate?: Rice and egg only.

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

chicken pox: yes but no memories of it

sore throat: duh

stitches: yea

broken nose: no way

————————-Do You————————–

believe in love at first sight?: yeah

like picnics: maybe.

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who was the last person you danced with?: alvin? DDR AHAHA

who last made you smile?: bemani peeps

————————–Who—————————

did you last yell at?: everyone.

do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: contact

———-Final Questions————-

what are you listening to right now?: fan moving

what did you do today?: eat sleep ddr dm jubeat

diamond or pearl?: platinum. pokemon platinum ftw.

are you the oldest?: my ah ma older

indoors or out doors?: indoor, AIRCONNNN

——————Today did you———————-

1. talk to someone you like?: almost didnt tak to anyone.

2. kiss anyone?: no

3. get sick?: got sick of life, really.

4. sing?: ya, zi shuang

5. talk to an ex?: sms.

6. miss someone: no

7. eat: yea.
—————-Last person who——————

8. you talked to on the phone?: lazy to check.

9. made you cry?: duno, v numb.

10. went to the movies with?: wind, sir, mata, no sound, duck, nu ren

11. you went to the mall with?: alone.

——————Have you——————-

19. been to Mexico?: not interested

20. been to USA?: no
——————-Random——————–

21. have a crush on someone?: wana crush people's bone nia

22. what books are you reading right now?: I'll sleep.

23. best feeling in the world?: Love.

24. future kids names?: ali

25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no, very stuffy.

26. what’s under your bed: wood. floor.

27. favorite sport(s) to watch: wwe?

28. favorite place: nice place.

32. who do you really hate?: now dont ask me this, wil be very bias ans.

33. do you have a job?: nsf

37. What time is it now?: 1206

38. Done?: fuck, nth else to do


-Edeson- end his post @ 11:55 PM

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fuck off

i hate you.

great, now dunid to slp liao

cb.

FUCK.


-Edeson- end his post @ 11:49 PM

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Why am I doing this.

I hate this feeling.


-Edeson- end his post @ 6:39 PM

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Very contradicting to my previous post but this is a very very good song.

Im gona get it up my mixpod once mixpod is stable =/

Translated English lyrics

Kiseki

I'll love you more tomorrow than today
These overflowing emotions won't stop
Right now I love you so much
I can't even put it into words

The days you've given me accumulate
The days that have passed, the paths we walked together
Whether our meeting was coincidence
Or fate, just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Just having your right hand
Wrapped up
In my left hand
Made me feel your love

We found the little happinesses in each day
In the slow path we walked
Our meeting is just one small thing
In a big world, but just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

When we fooled around on the way home
That was one of our precious days, too
And when I finally got up the courage to tell you how I felt
The expression on your face was one I'd never seen before
There was a pause, and then you nodded
Our hearts are filled with love
We're still on our journey
Towards the future that will hopefully continue
For dozens of years

Even if we lose sight
Of tomorrow

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

Until the last second

I'll be smiling more tomorrow than today
Just being with you makes me feel that way
Ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years
Let's spend the time together
I love you


-Edeson- end his post @ 11:35 PM

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FAKE!!! =X

Relac la all lovey birds out there.

Love is just a fantasy to me.

Edeson always changes when he's in love.

tsk tsk, bad bad

So edeson shall not be in love anymore!

What's so bad with singlehood heh, just lacking some legal ah ah.

Money! Rich again =D

With so many real life incidents of frns, and myself having bad experience with love, it's hard to love anymore lurh.

Emo abit, S.O.S. =)

Abba - SOS

Where are those happy days,
They seem so hard to find,
I tried to reach for you,
But you have closed your mind,
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood,
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good,

(CHORUS)
So when you're near me,
Darlin can't you hear me?
SOS
The love you gave me,
Nothing else could save me,
SOS
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?

You seem so far away,
though you are standing near,
You made me feel alive,
But something died I feared,
I really tried to make it up,
I wish I understood,
What happened to our love?
It used to be so good,

(CHORUS)

So when you're near me,
Darlin can't you hear me?
SOS
And the love you gave me,
Nothing else could save me,
SOS
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?
When your gone,
How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try,
How can I carry on?

Seems that Why not is stuck in my mixpod =/


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:57 PM

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Will deal with my blog header or maybe will get a new blogskin.

Give me timeee!!

Life is sian.

No bemani = sian.

Jade's words once struck me, "don't arcade do what? Nth else to do anymore"

Maybe I v gamer la, but I think its true.

At least for me since I don't really play sports and have some stamp colleting hobby etc.

At least now I have all the time I want but it seem so empty.

Relationship is not my kind of thing, because Im definitely a noob and will nv become a tatsujin in it. It's like forcing me to AAA Maxx Unlimited X special like brosoni, its IMPOSSIBLE.

Time to invest money into my cobalt flux again, I MUST GET IT!!! FOR JIAN FEI! FOR BEING SLIM! FOR EDESON!


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:49 PM

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Are you really happy this way?

Am I really happy this way?

Are we really happy this way?


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:38 PM

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Am I being too much by wanting to see you more?

I want see you more

I want you pei me more

I want you to be mine only.

V v v selfish, but im like this.

Am I asking too much? Sigh.


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:57 PM

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Im

Never

Important

To

Anyone

.


-Edeson- end his post @ 6:35 PM

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have like majiam don't have ahahaha

smlj

wtf

haha

i realise my hp contact 99% are males ahaha

smlj

Since when im like this

sec sch limbei you sheng you se.

now majiam 1 tied dog.

ok

emo finish

go blast on ddr liao

life is bullshit

.

handphone can throw away

hp make me stupid

will keep no take out hp and hope to see sms.

but dak bai no sms.

duno looking forward to wad.

majiam idiot.

always dumb.

i think im always dumb.

ahh fuck la,

let me win big sweep and have money so i can go ard fuck girls la

cb.

girls existance is a pain in the ass.

ppl can so song go ard fuck girls and he happy song song

lim bei duno simi lj emo abt girl

edeson, u got lj 1 ok, wtf u now majiam dog.

pui.

Above all is emo post ah, girls dun flame moi plzzzxzxzxzxz <3


-Edeson- end his post @ 6:08 PM

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

I feeling buey song now.

I wana get angry.

I look at your pic.

AWWWWWWWW.

Teach me how to be angry with you u stupid angel looking devil x.x

unfair la

ppl angry look at me jitao wack me 1.

boo!

and im feelin v emo now.

tmr pls be a nice nice day?

I miss you a lot.

one week already.

please still love me.


-Edeson- end his post @ 11:48 PM

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Friday, September 11, 2009

What the fuck am I to you?

Don't test my limit.


-Edeson- end his post @ 11:25 PM

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Life is bullshit.

Fuck it.

...

1 year ago on this day, Im enlisted to be an NSF.

1 year pass so fast hur.

...

I hate E----- T--.

Fuck you.

...

God please teach me how to not be emo and can trust people again.

Sigh.

Life sucks.

Or most probably

I sucks.

Must be the latter.

Edeson fuck you =)


-Edeson- end his post @ 10:52 PM

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